I feel sorta bad writing about this. I really do. But I HAVE to get this off my chest, and who better to complain to than my scads of readers who will never ever meet the woman who has inspired these petty annoyances?
*sigh* My mother-in-law. She means well. She really does. That she loves us beyond redemption or recall, I have no doubt (ergo, the nebulous feelings about this post). But I just have to complain to someone, and I don’t want to complain to M about it. She’s his mom, afterall.
Back in May, we went to Texas to visit them and have family portraits taken. On our way home, we stopped at this quaint little town I’d always wanted to visit–Salado. The in-laws decided they would drive as far as Salado with us, and then return to their house while we continued northward to Kansas.
I had been looking forward to wandering around this town that’s full of art galleries, jewlery designers, fun little shops, etc. I love towns like this–towns that are just bursting with stuff to be discovered and admired. But with MIL in tow, we went to all HER favorite stores. A truly crappy art gallery, a horrendously ugly jewlery store, and a store called ‘Bundle of Joy’ which was an upscale baby boutique that was actually pretty darn cool, if not lightyears out of our pricerange. I mean, I’d love to live in a world where I could spend $55 on a onesie that has a monkey appliqued on it–but I don’t live in a world like that.
Anyhow. This store had really nice dolls. Vinyl head, arms and legs. Cloth body. The dolls do NOTHING. Just close their eyes when you lay them down and open them when you pick them up again. They don’t shriek, “Mama!” when you accidentally step on them in the night while trying to quietly check on your sleeping child. They don’t pee in a potty. They just ARE. And I loved that about them. MIL had said she wanted to get Linnea one of these dolls. I said, “Fantastic! Let’s let her pick one out!” BUT: all the dolls that were in stock were too small. MIL wanted to get Linnea a bigger doll. So I thought, “OK. These dolls aren’t too outrageously priced. I’ll get Linnea one this trip.” So I picked one out that had little pink camels on her little pink dress, and she smelled like vanilla. Bought her, gave her to an ecstatic Linnea, who adores ‘Nilla Baby to this very day.
Fastforward to July. In-laws drive up to Kansas for one last visit. While having a conversation about the girls, MIL says, “I really need to stop in Salado and pick up a dollbaby for S. She’s the only granddaughter I haven’t bought one of those dollbabies for. ” I immediately said, “No, she isn’t. I bought Nilla Baby.” Which flustered my MIL, because in her head she totally remembered that SHE had purchased the Nilla Baby doll. And really, it’s not THAT big a deal, it’s just that I don’t want her getting credit for purchasing Linnea something that she didn’t. It all comes down to the fact that K and S live 4 miles away from her, and get showered with “Meme Gifts” all the freaking time…and Linnea doesn’t. So I don’t want her cousins to be getting expensive dollbabies from Meme while Meme congratulates herself on getting Linnea the doll *I* bought.
See? Told you they were petty.
Also in July: I found some material I wanted my mom to makes sheets for Linnea out of. I figured: new room, new sheets. I was wonderfully excited to also find a matching polar fleece of Linnea’s favorite material (one with frogs and dragonflies). So I bought some, and my plan was to just cut a fringe around the edge. I was sitting on the couch one night with my scissors, reading myself to fringe, when MIL said, “I could take that and put an edging around it.” I said, “Like what?” She said, “Well, I could find a hot pink fleece to match and just do an edging.” I said, “That sounds great! Thanks!”
We just got the blanket back. It’s cute. It’s got the hot pink edging. And sewed into the hot pink edging? A “Made Especially for you by ____________” label with her name. This, for whatever reason, annoys me. I guess because it communicates that SHE found the fleece, SHE bought it, SHE had the idea of a nap blanket, and SHE did the edging. And: she didn’t. She’s taking total credit for the blanket when all she did was edge the damn thing.
Am I just crazy that these things bother me? ‘Cuz sometimes I feel like I am. I know that they’re totally petty, but that’s the way my MIL is: the petty stuff just wears you down and down and down until you do/say something stupid and then she’s off wailing about how much she knows you don’t love her.
*sigh*